All Reports

Reports grouped by the year when they were first published.
The number after the name states the age of the boy,
when the intimate relationship first started (if known).

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2021

I sank my love for the time being Micheal, 13 years

soccer football coach homesick love abuse

2020

I was absolutely addicted to cuddling Lukas, 9 years

swimming pool half-orphan alcohol lake girls seduction by the boy death of the man
You were my tin god and even now you are Wolton, 12 years

admiration love letter

2019

Unfulfilled need for closeness and tenderness 6 years

coming-out gay police latency period therapy seduction by the boy trauma
I will miss him immeasurably Wade Robson, 7 years

music Michael Jackson abuse love court case

2018

Opinion of a victim 12 years

secret school coming-out therapy victim separation
You're supposed to call it abuse Wim, 10 years

religion abuse gay

2017

I thought he was pretty attractive George Takei, 13 years

summer camp camp counselor interview
He was very different from the pedosexuals on the internet Max, 13 years

internet seduction by the boy

2016

Since I was 13, I knew I was attracted to older guys Hal, 13 years

coming-out school teacher abuse
And you know what, I'm grateful for Father Michael Milo, 13 years

age of consent abuse coming-in
A full sexual expression of real feelings Joel Grey, 12 years

theater secret society
They made love for hours Stephan, 11 years

abuse alcohol runaway girls
On the farm 11 years

abuse romance inquisition
I was in no way traumatized Anthony, 14 years

girls death of the man secret
I felt a lot of guilt because I was supposed to testify in court Jens, 13 years

trauma punishment guilt prison
An overwhelming, beautiful thing Joop, 13 years

love death of the man parents

2014

I've known since I was very young that I please homosexuals Gérard Depardieu, 10 years

hustling violence
All you have to do is talk to people on both sides Samuel, 6 years

Janitor touching gay coming-in Consent

2013

How did a 5-year-old know? Clarence, 5 years

handyman seduction by the boy
Always looking for someone to go to bed with 13 years

gay rights seduction by the boy abuse

2012

Jorge Gonzalez admits: First sex with 13 Jorge Gonzalez, 13 years

Cross-Dressing falsches Alter
That was our declaration of love Tadi, 8 years

teacher seduction boarding school priest intellectuality poems
I would follow hot-looking men onto the bus John Mitzel, 12 years

seduction by the boy gay movement
I really liked older men but none would have me Larry, 15 years

injustice judiciary system Consent

2011

I’m still grateful he initiated me in the most loving way Gjalt van Ommen, 15 years

initiation seduction by the boy supression punishment age of consent Martijn
When A Boy Wants A Man Sergio, 10 years

priest confession masturbation altar boy catholic

2010

I never did anything I did not want to do Ivo van Hove, 12 years

teacher catholic boarding school intellectuality injustice
Let's not stage a witch hunt now Josef Haslinger, 12 years

monastery boarding school catholic priest
Until the positive feelings end up being transformed into negative ones Zven, 14 years

intellectuality coming-out seduction by the boy abuse disadvantages
Report of a victim Chris, 14 years

boy scouts punishment victim authorities police
My First Love and the First Love I Lost Gavin, 10 years

prep-school teacher parents boy protects man separation disappointment
I've always done what they say you shouldn't do Tommy, 12 years

girls secret parents authorities crime
I knew I was different Chris, 7 years

crime education
I had a very good time with paedophiles Holger, 13 years

boyscouts war religion interview
I felt this was very nice Hong, 12 years

tourism
A lot of kids would be better off if there were more people like Stan Joe, 10 years

girls own children mentorship gossip

2009

And boy, the fun I had Daniel Carleton, 7 years

cultural differences abuse punishment prison
It was a wonderful time Hans, 9 years

love secret pocket money abuse
So he just wanted to have sex. And in a sense, maybe, I guess I lucked out. Aziz, 10 years

coming-out cultural differences
Bastiaan and his gym teacher Bastiaan, 12 years

sports neglect secret death of the man
He was very loving and caring 14 years

age of consent prejudice
Do other kids react to it like I did? Frank, 9 years

trauma abuse victim

2008

Not a victim of abuse 8 years

coming-out Kurt Hartmann
One day, he did find the words Wolfgang, 13 years

stepfather adoption mother tussle pretext musician poverty gay
I am not a victim. I was a willing participant. 15 years

victim military teacher school
Under pressure I told my family about what was happening Howard Miller, 11 years

abuse family society gay
That’s when I realized he was a pedophile Jason, 14 years

getting older religion catholic gay coming-out
I was incredibly lucky Spike, 15 years

Armut Intellektualität Computer Mentorschaft Schuld

2007

This man saved my life 11 years

abuse victim neglect studies
My Life as a Boy William Ireland, 11 years

Verführung durch den Jungen Handwerker Herzschmerz Eltern Verantwortung Verlangen
I pulled off my little game with him Mark Medlock, 8 years

seduction by the boy swimming pool gay coming-out
What I felt I ought to feel was that I was abused Stephen Fry, 13 years

school discrimination abuse therapy interview
He is stating that he was not raped 13 years

internet Consent police vigilance
The relationship was quite superficial 13 years

masturbation love seduction by the boy

2006

Not always bad for boys

catholic priest
Yours, with all my Love, David xoxoxoxoxo (1,000,000 times) David Hemmings, 12 years

education surrogate father friendship love
It seemed very natural John, 13 years

interview power death of the man neglect greece intellectuality
Sex at the candy store Allen Ginsberg, 8 years

candy
Maybe the damage was all on his side Richard Dawkins, 9 years

teacher groping death of the man suicidce
A friendship that continues to this day James Dubro, 14 years

parents seduction by the boy pride secret
He is my dad, boyfriend, best friend, brother, all in one Jesse, 12 years

adoption father school homelessness
Not everything that is punishable is criminal Amanitus, 8 years

punishability gay coming-out
Looking at the boats Ivo, 13 years

masturbation discovery
I'm the living proof Kurt, 13 years

seduction by the boy grateful
I lusted and instigated more than most William Percy, 14 years

gay masculinity seduction by the boy
His house was like an oasis Jeff, 13 years

coming-in sleeping seduction by the boy girls
He was a very loving, caring, considerate, romantic lover 12 years

law teacher love parents

2005

I was free to say 'YES!!!!' Siao, 7 years

liberal upbringing abuse
More than they would like to

politics gay KTW media Kurt Hartmann
The naked play Ambar, 8 years

incest nudity worship
Even then, he had no shame Sylvester, 8 years

singer church gossip

2004

Sexual Abuse from a Victim John Tate, 7 years

abuse grandfather society psychological problems victim
I used to get him to do risky things Philip, 10 years

seduction by the boy masturbation intellectuality

2003

Intergenerational sex saved my life 13 years

religion gay abuse intellectuality coming-in coming-out Consent
One rainy afternoon Victor, 15 years

vacation
It's high time that people come to their senses Wim van de Braam, 13 years

vacation

2002

Yes, do it John, 8 years

secret Consent
It built his personality James, 11 years

parents seduction by the boy pride secret
He felt he had control over the man Dennis, 8 years

siblings seduction by the boy
These men were lucky 13 years

Consent Harmfulness
It isn't always bad 14 years

priest monk first time
A priest on his knees Augusten Burroughs, 14 years

priest catholic toilet compassion secret
He didn't do me any harm Pim Fortuyn, 5 years

politics abuse
10, 11, 12 in Chicago... Pluto, 10 years

catholic masturbation Consent

2001

The Private Tutor Heinz, 11 years

guilt teacher intellectuality
Loved and in love 14 years

sex education
Camping trip 13 years

camping gay

2000

It was my own choice and it felt great Guus, 9 years

cultural differences doctor age of consent

1999

I was not traumatized Dan Savage, 15 years

abuse
We're going to fly, spy Engelchen, 11 years

children's home soldier post-war music
It's a shame that you can only look back with regret Ted van Lieshout, 11 years

love transgression boy protects man
Diligent about safe sex Dan, 14 years

upbringing education gay

1998

I willingly gave myself to him 9 years

alcohol parents violence neglect guilt
We were in same tent 13 years

camping secret
We were in love and it was a very affectionate relationship 17 years

love college
We met at a shopping mall 16 years

stranger shopping mall
We met at a floral shop 17 years

floral shop seduction by the boy first time love
The man was a boy scout leader 14 years

boy scouts masturbation opportunity
So I let him take the lead... 17 years

neighbor married lead gay
Rebellion was my motivation 16 years

neighbor married guilt rebellion friendship
No one ever suspected us because he was a drag queen 17 years

military drag queen
It was with a stranger 14 years

stranger affection masturbation
I was thoroughly infatuated with him 14 years

party love school
I was pleased, glad, and scared 13 years

toilet shopping mall society secret
I said ‘yes’ so we got off on each other 13 years

brother gay
I practically had to force sex on him 12 years

teacher seduction by the boy secret
I met him through friends at the lake 17 years

lake hobbies friends
I knew I was gay before 16 years

book store toilet gay
I felt a little used 17 years

vacation beach first time family
He was like an older brother to me 16 years

coming-out love massage society
He was a complete stranger 17 years

stranger vacation
He wanted youth and I wanted age! 16 years

classified conservative public
He later felt cheap because it was a stranger 15 years

cinema cheap college
He had a real thing for redheads like me 15 years

postman undies redhead friendship
He asked if I had a girlfriend 16 years

neighbor mentor girlfriend identity
Best sex I’ve ever had 16 years

subway parade
A family friend 12 years

family married gay curiosity first time

1997

I liked him

hair
He was probably a paedophile! Neil, 9 years

TV gay movement political correctness first time
Why should we be treated like criminals? Lee, 12 years

gay victim abuse violence mobbing authorities self-determination
We loved each other as everyone loves Thomas, 11 years

interview brother outsider masturbation secret jealousy girls separation
Violence from the parents, affection from a stranger André, 5 years

violence kisses grandparents moving secret interview
No Way Out 13 years

children's home sanctions discrimination parents foster parents
Love means a lot to me 10 years

parents love boredom
I kissed him in the pub Simon, 12 years

hustling poverty parents girls siblings school interview
I find it stupid that these things are punished with jail 13 years

parents playground masturbation sanctions
I and especially Josef need support 16 years

pen pals sanctions
For my son, he's the best friend Tobias, 12 years

interview parents vacation jelousy girls school self-confidence half-orphan
A childhood full of curiosity Wolf Vogel, 8 years

post-war soldier playing doctor friendship youth group coach teacher seduction by the boy

1996

They amused me far more than the average geography teacher Chris Brand, 13 years

boys' choir intellectuality mentorship
Without guys like Mark, I would probably be dead today Carl, 12 years

alcohol poverty neglect violence adoption society pride initiation
We Should Be Able to Have the Relationships We Want George, 12 years

hustling conversations
The Best Thing That Ever Happened to Me Greg, 12 years

friendship pride
Thank God for Boy-Lovers Victor, 12 years

hustling violence rape
Such a Relationship is Very Beneficial Dan, 10 years

friendship travel abuse
Sex is really beautiful with my friend Dennis, 12 years

sports baseball seduction by the boy love
Man, What a Feeling! Eric, 9 years

hustling travels married
It Was Me Who Started It Frank, 13 years

sports girlfriend
I Need My Lovers Tyrone, 15 years

gay school coming-in
I love him and I know that he loves me Darrel, 11 years

bisexual relationship love
He Makes Me Glad I'm Gay Ed, 14 years

hustling gay parents
For The First Time in My Life I Felt Wanted Gabriel, 12 years

hustling priest girls Consent violence
Bars in front of the window Jonah, 10 years

threat love prison

1995

The "Stefan Report" Stefan, 11 years

orphan love intellectuality separation seduction by the boy secret pedo-hunt violence compassion girls gratitude teacher death of the man

1994

I knew I was gay and I wanted to go out and get laid Scott O'Hara, 12 years

pornography emancipation
Today I would be labeled a sexually abused child Martin Seligman, 9 years

bum kisses abuse
I can never say all that I owe to Samuel Guy Hocquenghem, 15 years

intellectuality illness philosophy teacher school

1992

A Gay Man Speaks Out 12 years

sanktions gay love parents
He became a second father figure Christopher, 9 years

mentorship intellectuality poverty surrogate father
For a lost soldier Jeroen, 12 years

war soldier foster parents separation
In the beginning my mother was shocked Johnny, 12 years

surrogate father police pornography travels parents photography
I went to see him, simply because I liked him Stephan, 11 years

pornography photography police friendship girls parents
Boxing instructor 8 years

sports boxing
After all, I have to live in this society Peter, 9 years

photography sanctions parents pornography

1991

Sex is wonderful in any form George, 11 years

NAMBLA
I was not molested. I was loved and I feel I am better for it. Brian, 13 years

summer camp homesick
I Don't Understand Why This Is Not Allowed Serge, 12 years

secret parents love surrogate parents
It Shouldn't Be a Crime to Make Love Bryan, 12 years

prison parents rape
"Air Guitar" Anton, 14 years

sports craving despair
News coverage about 'pedophilia' is way too negative Maurits Reijnen, 6 years

precocious letter media parents bedwetting school
My parents found out and prohibited me from seeing him Bill, 13 years

ban parents sanctions Consent

1990

Boys Help Men, Too 12 years

mutuality love
I was ridiculed by my peers and constantly degraded Johnny, 13 years

police pornography fotography mobbing sanctions

1988

You have to be careful with relationships Jörg, 7 years

neglect surrogate parents curiosity jealousy
Yes, I'm a pedophile various years

music teacher siblings parents secret transgression
My gratitude towards him keeps growing with every year Martin, 17 years

vacation intellectuality pen friend first orgasm late bloomer secret divorce masturbation surrogate father separation death of the man
For children it is probably very nice to have such a friend Rene, 9 years

coach parents secret
Children choose their own relationships various years

parents children's home foster children runaway power secret
Björn cannot imagine ever having sex with another man Björn, 11 years

youth work secret jealousy parents girls school seduction by the boy

1987

What I'm doing is very good Wouter, 12 years

Consent intitiative friends parents
It gave me an advantage over my peers Erik, 13 years

pornography masturbation trust

1986

Am I the only one? 12 years

gay coming-in CSD gay movement
We were two people in perfect harmony Martin, 13 years

stepfather punishment girls
We started with this great kingdom Stefan, 10 years

mother interveiw police jealousy
To have sex with men? It's not just fun - it's wonderful! Peter, 6 years

hustling girls client drugs
He understands me a lot better than my own mother David, 13 years

interview girls gay discrimination secret
He took me seriously for who I was Dirkjan, 13 years

love mentorship jealousy psychological problems coming-out

1984

I thought it was against the law to be gay! Jes Harrison, 16 years

gay movement coming-out parents suppression emancipation

1983

In memorial to Matt, I offer you my love Harry, 14 years

work adult gay first time self-dependency

1982

You discover for yourself what's right and what's wrong Gerrit, 12 years

childen's rights parents stigma bullying education girls
It's very nice, but I also want to do it with a girl Theo, 13 years

parents permission fear soccer insults
And sometimes I make love with him Thijs, 9 years

nudism school parents mobbing

1981

He didn’t have to drag me there 15 years

grief death of the man suicide surrogate father

1980

Loving Men - An Interview with Mark Moffett Mark Moffett, 13 years

intellectuality seduction by the boy abuse gay age of consent incest independency parents
I was more in tune with myself after that Keith, 13 years

married love seduction by the boy Consent
Who is to say that I could not consent to it just because I was 10? Jo, 10 years

teacher intellectuality love abuse Consent
Turning point 13 years

seduction by the boy love
A psychological test did not reveal anything remarkable 11 years

Consent pychological test

1979

I knew that I was doing something that I was not supposed to Sander, 11 years

guilt discoveries
The initiative always came from me 14 years

seduction by the boy love mentorship
The attic and the waiter 7 years

waiter
It was not a normal situation 14 years

Consent satisfaction marriage
I was not troubled in the least 13 years

friendship first time
I just could not see the problem 10 years

bike trip love friendship sex education
I always looked forward to Wednesday afternoons 7 years

gay girls attic
I always had the feeling that I was doing something wrong 14 years

marriage family parents society
I love you Jerome, 11 years

love boarding school masturbation
I don't believe that my desire is stronger now Alcide, 11 years

tenderness prank puberty

1978

He would have approved a similar relationship for his sons Denver, 14 years

crime education
Yard Work Ronald, 14 years

teacher depression
An industrial representative Burt, 13 years

school masturbation poverty neglect

1977

The pleasure was mutual Tom, 12 years

school catholic seduction by the boy
Full with desire and love 14 years

love lust desire seduction by the boy camp

1975

I wanted more! 13 years

war family bedwetting art death of the man guilt

1972

Lots of love 10 years

sex education

1971

Sexuality is desirable, or even necessary, at any age

masturbation love seduction by the boy

1969

On the right road at last 16 years

first time gay

1966

He knew exactly what he wanted but not how to go about getting it 15 years

uncle seduction by the boy coercion

1937

He was overtly hedonistic about sex Ewald, 10 years

masturbation hedonism pychiatry seduction by the boy