Man, What a Feeling!

A Californian hustler writes to NAMBLA to report on his relationship with his lover and men in general.

This report is from the publication ‘Boys speak out!’ by the American man/boy love advocacy organization NAMBLA. The book can be ordered on the organization’s website.

Source: Boys speak out on man/boy love; NAMBLA; fourth (enlarged and expanded) edition; July 1996

Man, What a Feeling!

I am 14 years old, grew up in the Bronx, New York, and have been hustling my buns since I was nine years old.

Boy-lovers have always been nice to me. It is the straight dudes who are married that have a royal freak-out after they have sex with a boy, and then they treat you like shit.

I travel all over with my new lover. He took me to California in January, and we got to go to all the beaches. My parents don’t give shit about me – never have – but they like the money that I send home.

Sure I love the sex part, and it is usually me who gets it started. We just enjoy jacking each other off – or I will lay on top of him so he can get his dick under my balls, and we hump like crazy. Man, what a feeling! We always practice safe sex. I sometimes can’t get enough sex, so we are always sexing it up. I like to suck my lover’s dick until he comes, but not in my mouth. I catch his cum in my hand and make him jack me off with it. Boy-lovers, keep on loving us young dudes.