I love you

Leonid Kameneff was the head of the experimental ‘Ecole en Bateau’. He was sentenced to 12 years in prison for sexual abuse in 2013. He owns the diary of an 11-year-old boy, who writes about his adult friend.

Quelle: Loving Boys, Dr. Edward Brongersma, Foerster Verlag, 1991.

Leonid Kameneff, head of the “Ecole en Bateau,” (an experimental French educational enterprise) has in his possession the diary of a precocious eleven-year-old boy. Jerome went to a boarding school, but on weekends he was allowed to visit his adult friend.
Here is what he wrote in his diary:

“Last night, after lights-out in the dorm, I conjured up your image. Here’s what happened. Ten o’clock. The light went off.
That’s when it happened.
I closed my eyes and took you in my arms.
I caressed your body, all over, from head to toe.
I kissed you:
I love you.
Your hands travelled all over my body and then you stopped.
As for me, I was moving my head down lower and lower, and while I was bringing you to greater and greater heights of passion, your hand was stroking my hair with more and more urgency.
I flung my arms around you and you hugged me.
I kissed you. Then our legs entwined.
I clung in your arms.
I kissed you.
And I fell asleep,
so glad… "

“I love him.
I want to show him all the love I feel for him.
The best way is to do this physically, with our bodies. I want us both to be crying for joy.”

“You showed me the way to Paradise. I usually go to you Saturdays. These Saturdays are pure paradise.”

“l love to make you happy.”

“Jerking off alone–that takes me to the Little Paradise.
Then I meet you,and together we go to the Great Paradise, which people can only enter as couples.”

“I love you. I adore you.
I couldn’t live one week without you, because I love you.
My body trembles against your body when it feels yours trembling against it.
I could shout my love to the whole world! I could weep with it.
I love you.
I’ll say it again, on my knees:
I love you!”

(Kameneff 1979, 131-13
[It is unknown to JUMIMA what the reference ‘131-13’ means]