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2021

I sank my love for the time being Micheal, 13 years

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2020

I was absolutely addicted to cuddling Lukas, 9 years

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You were my tin god and even now you are Wolton, 12 years

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2019

I will miss him immeasurably Wade Robson, 7 years

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2018

Opinion of a victim 12 years

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You're supposed to call it abuse Wim, 10 years

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2017

I thought he was pretty attractive George Takei, 13 years

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He was very different from the pedosexuals on the internet Max, 13 years

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2016

Since I was 13, I knew I was attracted to older guys Hal, 13 years

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And you know what, I'm grateful for Father Michael Milo, 13 years

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A full sexual expression of real feelings Joel Grey, 12 years

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On the farm 11 years

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I felt a lot of guilt because I was supposed to testify in court Jens, 13 years

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An overwhelming, beautiful thing Joop, 13 years

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2014

I've known since I was very young that I please homosexuals Gérard Depardieu, 10 years

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All you have to do is talk to people on both sides Samuel, 6 years

Janitor touching gay coming-in Consent

2013

How did a 5-year-old know? Clarence, 5 years

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Always looking for someone to go to bed with 13 years

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2012

Jorge Gonzalez admits: First sex with 13 Jorge Gonzalez, 13 years

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That was our declaration of love Tadi, 8 years

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I would follow hot-looking men onto the bus John Mitzel, 12 years

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I really liked older men but none would have me Larry, 15 years

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2011

I’m still grateful he initiated me in the most loving way Gjalt van Ommen, 15 years

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When A Boy Wants A Man Sergio, 10 years

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2010

I never did anything I did not want to do Ivo van Hove, 12 years

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Let's not stage a witch hunt now Josef Haslinger, 12 years

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Until the positive feelings end up being transformed into negative ones Zven, 14 years

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Report of a victim Chris, 14 years

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My First Love and the First Love I Lost Gavin, 10 years

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I've always done what they say you shouldn't do Tommy, 12 years

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I knew I was different Chris, 7 years

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I had a very good time with paedophiles Holger, 13 years

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I felt this was very nice Hong, 12 years

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A lot of kids would be better off if there were more people like Stan Joe, 10 years

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2009

And boy, the fun I had Daniel Carleton, 7 years

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It was a wonderful time Hans, 9 years

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So he just wanted to have sex. And in a sense, maybe, I guess I lucked out. Aziz, 10 years

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Bastiaan and his gym teacher Bastiaan, 12 years

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He was very loving and caring 14 years

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2008

Not a victim of abuse 8 years

coming-out Kurt Hartmann
One day, he did find the words Wolfgang, 13 years

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Under pressure I told my family about what was happening Howard Miller, 11 years

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That’s when I realized he was a pedophile Jason, 14 years

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2007

This man saved my life 11 years

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My Life as a Boy William Ireland, 11 years

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I pulled off my little game with him Mark Medlock, 8 years

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What I felt I ought to feel was that I was abused Stephen Fry, 13 years

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2006

Not always bad for boys

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Yours, with all my Love, David xoxoxoxoxo (1,000,000 times) David Hemmings, 12 years

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It seemed very natural John, 13 years

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Sex at the candy store Allen Ginsberg, 8 years

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Maybe the damage was all on his side Richard Dawkins, 9 years

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A friendship that continues to this day James Dubro, 14 years

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Not everything that is punishable is criminal Amanitus, 8 years

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Looking at the boats Ivo, 13 years

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I'm the living proof Kurt, 13 years

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I lusted and instigated more than most William Percy, 14 years

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His house was like an oasis Jeff, 13 years

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He was a very loving, caring, considerate, romantic lover 12 years

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2005

I was free to say 'YES!!!!' Siao, 7 years

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More than they would like to

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The naked play Ambar, 8 years

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2004

Sexual Abuse from a Victim John Tate, 7 years

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I used to get him to do risky things Philip, 10 years

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2003

Intergenerational sex saved my life 13 years

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It's high time that people come to their senses Wim van de Braam, 13 years

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2002

It isn't always bad 14 years

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A priest on his knees Augusten Burroughs, 14 years

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He didn't do me any harm Pim Fortuyn, 5 years

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10, 11, 12 in Chicago... Pluto, 10 years

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2001

The Private Tutor Heinz, 11 years

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Loved and in love 14 years

sex education

2000

It was my own choice and it felt great Guus, 9 years

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1999

I was not traumatized Dan Savage, 15 years

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We're going to fly, spy Engelchen, 11 years

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It's a shame that you can only look back with regret Ted van Lieshout, 11 years

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1998

I willingly gave myself to him 9 years

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We were in same tent 13 years

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We were in love and it was a very affectionate relationship 17 years

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We met at a shopping mall 16 years

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We met at a floral shop 17 years

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The man was a boy scout leader 14 years

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So I let him take the lead... 17 years

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Rebellion was my motivation 16 years

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No one ever suspected us because he was a drag queen 17 years

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It was with a stranger 14 years

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I was thoroughly infatuated with him 14 years

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I was pleased, glad, and scared 13 years

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I said ‘yes’ so we got off on each other 13 years

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I practically had to force sex on him 12 years

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I met him through friends at the lake 17 years

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I knew I was gay before 16 years

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I felt a little used 17 years

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He was like an older brother to me 16 years

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He was a complete stranger 17 years

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He wanted youth and I wanted age! 16 years

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He later felt cheap because it was a stranger 15 years

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He had a real thing for redheads like me 15 years

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He asked if I had a girlfriend 16 years

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Best sex I’ve ever had 16 years

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A family friend 12 years

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1997

I liked him

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We loved each other as everyone loves Thomas, 11 years

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Violence from the parents, affection from a stranger André, 5 years

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I kissed him in the pub Simon, 12 years

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A childhood full of curiosity Wolf Vogel, 8 years

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1996

They amused me far more than the average geography teacher Chris Brand, 13 years

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Such a Relationship is Very Beneficial Dan, 10 years

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1995

The "Stefan Report" Stefan, 11 years

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1994

I knew I was gay and I wanted to go out and get laid Scott O'Hara, 12 years

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Today I would be labeled a sexually abused child Martin Seligman, 9 years

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I can never say all that I owe to Samuel Guy Hocquenghem, 15 years

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1992

A Gay Man Speaks Out 12 years

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He became a second father figure Christopher, 9 years

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For a lost soldier Jeroen, 12 years

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I went to see him, simply because I liked him Stephan, 11 years

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After all, I have to live in this society Peter, 9 years

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1991

News coverage about 'pedophilia' is way too negative Maurits Reijnen, 6 years

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My parents found out and prohibited me from seeing him Bill, 13 years

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1990

Boys Help Men, Too 12 years

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I was ridiculed by my peers and constantly degraded Johnny, 13 years

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1988

You have to be careful with relationships Jörg, 7 years

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1987

It gave me an advantage over my peers Erik, 13 years

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1986

Am I the only one? 12 years

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We were two people in perfect harmony Martin, 13 years

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He took me seriously for who I was Dirkjan, 13 years

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1983

In memorial to Matt, I offer you my love Harry, 14 years

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1981

He didn’t have to drag me there 15 years

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1980

I was more in tune with myself after that Keith, 13 years

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Who is to say that I could not consent to it just because I was 10? Jo, 10 years

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Turning point 13 years

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1979

I knew that I was doing something that I was not supposed to Sander, 11 years

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The initiative always came from me 14 years

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The attic and the waiter 7 years

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It was not a normal situation 14 years

Consent satisfaction marriage
I was not troubled in the least 13 years

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I just could not see the problem 10 years

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I always looked forward to Wednesday afternoons 7 years

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I always had the feeling that I was doing something wrong 14 years

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I don't believe that my desire is stronger now Alcide, 11 years

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1977

The pleasure was mutual Tom, 12 years

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1975

I wanted more! 13 years

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1971

Sexuality is desirable, or even necessary, at any age

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