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Unfulfilled need for closeness and tenderness 6 years

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2017

He was very different from the pedosexuals on the internet Max, 13 years

internet seduction by the boy

2016

A full sexual expression of real feelings Joel Grey, 12 years

theater secret society
They made love for hours Stephan, 11 years

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On the farm 11 years

abuse romance inquisition
I felt a lot of guilt because I was supposed to testify in court Jens, 13 years

trauma punishment guilt prison
An overwhelming, beautiful thing Joop, 13 years

love death of the man parents

2012

Jorge Gonzalez admits: First sex with 13 Jorge Gonzalez, 13 years

Cross-Dressing falsches Alter

2011

When A Boy Wants A Man Sergio, 10 years

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2010

I never did anything I did not want to do Ivo van Hove, 12 years

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Until the positive feelings end up being transformed into negative ones Zven, 14 years

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Report of a victim Chris, 14 years

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My First Love and the First Love I Lost Gavin, 10 years

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I've always done what they say you shouldn't do Tommy, 12 years

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I knew I was different Chris, 7 years

crime education
I had a very good time with paedophiles Holger, 13 years

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I felt this was very nice Hong, 12 years

tourism

2009

He was very loving and caring 14 years

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Do other kids react to it like I did? Frank, 9 years

trauma abuse victim

2007

The relationship was quite superficial 13 years

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2006

Yours, with all my Love, David xoxoxoxoxo (1,000,000 times) David Hemmings, 12 years

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It seemed very natural John, 13 years

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Not everything that is punishable is criminal Amanitus, 8 years

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Looking at the boats Ivo, 13 years

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I'm the living proof Kurt, 13 years

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He was a very loving, caring, considerate, romantic lover 12 years

law teacher love parents

2005

Even then, he had no shame Sylvester, 8 years

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2004

I used to get him to do risky things Philip, 10 years

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2003

Intergenerational sex saved my life 13 years

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One rainy afternoon Victor, 15 years

vacation
It's high time that people come to their senses Wim van de Braam, 13 years

vacation

2002

Yes, do it John, 8 years

secret Consent
It built his personality James, 11 years

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He felt he had control over the man Dennis, 8 years

siblings seduction by the boy

2001

The Private Tutor Heinz, 11 years

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Loved and in love 14 years

sex education
Camping trip 13 years

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1999

It's a shame that you can only look back with regret Ted van Lieshout, 11 years

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Diligent about safe sex Dan, 14 years

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1998

We were in same tent 13 years

camping secret
We were in love and it was a very affectionate relationship 17 years

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We met at a shopping mall 16 years

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We met at a floral shop 17 years

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The man was a boy scout leader 14 years

boy scouts masturbation opportunity
So I let him take the lead... 17 years

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Rebellion was my motivation 16 years

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No one ever suspected us because he was a drag queen 17 years

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It was with a stranger 14 years

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I was thoroughly infatuated with him 14 years

party love school
I was pleased, glad, and scared 13 years

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I said ‘yes’ so we got off on each other 13 years

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I practically had to force sex on him 12 years

teacher seduction by the boy secret
I met him through friends at the lake 17 years

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I knew I was gay before 16 years

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I felt a little used 17 years

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He was like an older brother to me 16 years

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He was a complete stranger 17 years

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He wanted youth and I wanted age! 16 years

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He later felt cheap because it was a stranger 15 years

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He had a real thing for redheads like me 15 years

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He asked if I had a girlfriend 16 years

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Best sex I’ve ever had 16 years

subway parade
A family friend 12 years

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1997

I liked him

hair
We loved each other as everyone loves Thomas, 11 years

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Violence from the parents, affection from a stranger André, 5 years

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No Way Out 13 years

children's home sanctions discrimination parents foster parents
Love means a lot to me 10 years

parents love boredom
I kissed him in the pub Simon, 12 years

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I find it stupid that these things are punished with jail 13 years

parents playground masturbation sanctions
I and especially Josef need support 16 years

pen pals sanctions
For my son, he's the best friend Tobias, 12 years

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A childhood full of curiosity Wolf Vogel, 8 years

post-war soldier playing doctor friendship youth group coach teacher seduction by the boy

1996

Without guys like Mark, I would probably be dead today Carl, 12 years

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We Should Be Able to Have the Relationships We Want George, 12 years

hustling conversations
The Best Thing That Ever Happened to Me Greg, 12 years

friendship pride
Thank God for Boy-Lovers Victor, 12 years

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Such a Relationship is Very Beneficial Dan, 10 years

friendship travel abuse
Sex is really beautiful with my friend Dennis, 12 years

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Man, What a Feeling! Eric, 9 years

hustling travels married
It Was Me Who Started It Frank, 13 years

sports girlfriend
I Need My Lovers Tyrone, 15 years

gay school coming-in
I love him and I know that he loves me Darrel, 11 years

bisexual relationship love
He Makes Me Glad I'm Gay Ed, 14 years

hustling gay parents
For The First Time in My Life I Felt Wanted Gabriel, 12 years

hustling priest girls Consent violence
Bars in front of the window Jonah, 10 years

threat love prison

1994

Today I would be labeled a sexually abused child Martin Seligman, 9 years

bum kisses abuse

1992

A Gay Man Speaks Out 12 years

sanktions gay love parents
For a lost soldier Jeroen, 12 years

war soldier foster parents separation
Boxing instructor 8 years

sports boxing

1991

I was not molested. I was loved and I feel I am better for it. Brian, 13 years

summer camp homesick
It Shouldn't Be a Crime to Make Love Bryan, 12 years

prison parents rape
"Air Guitar" Anton, 14 years

sports craving despair
My parents found out and prohibited me from seeing him Bill, 13 years

ban parents sanctions Consent

1990

Boys Help Men, Too 12 years

mutuality love

1988

You have to be careful with relationships Jörg, 7 years

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Yes, I'm a pedophile various years

music teacher siblings parents secret transgression
My gratitude towards him keeps growing with every year Martin, 17 years

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For children it is probably very nice to have such a friend Rene, 9 years

coach parents secret
Children choose their own relationships various years

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Björn cannot imagine ever having sex with another man Björn, 11 years

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1987

What I'm doing is very good Wouter, 12 years

Consent intitiative friends parents

1986

We were two people in perfect harmony Martin, 13 years

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We started with this great kingdom Stefan, 10 years

mother interveiw police jealousy
To have sex with men? It's not just fun - it's wonderful! Peter, 6 years

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He understands me a lot better than my own mother David, 13 years

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1981

He didn’t have to drag me there 15 years

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1980

I was more in tune with myself after that Keith, 13 years

married love seduction by the boy Consent
Who is to say that I could not consent to it just because I was 10? Jo, 10 years

teacher intellectuality love abuse Consent
Turning point 13 years

seduction by the boy love
A psychological test did not reveal anything remarkable 11 years

Consent pychological test

1979

I knew that I was doing something that I was not supposed to Sander, 11 years

guilt discoveries
The attic and the waiter 7 years

waiter
I love you Jerome, 11 years

love boarding school masturbation
I don't believe that my desire is stronger now Alcide, 11 years

tenderness prank puberty

1978

Yard Work Ronald, 14 years

teacher depression

1977

Full with desire and love 14 years

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1975

I wanted more! 13 years

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1972

Lots of love 10 years

sex education

1971

Sexuality is desirable, or even necessary, at any age

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1966

He knew exactly what he wanted but not how to go about getting it 15 years

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